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Fuck this.
Fuck this post so much.

Do not tell me
your best friend
would not sit in at your lunch table
for three fucking days
just staring blankly at your old seat
wishing that you were there
to fill the space with laughter.

Do not tell me
your younger brother
would not break down
in the middle of class
because you guys started talking about
your favorite type of subject
in school.

Do not tell me
your mother
would not stare into the mirror
with trembling lips
wishing she could be
bringing you home from the hospital
rather than having to escort you away
in a casket to the nearest graveyard.

Do not tell me
your father
would not begin working
the night shifts
to distract himself
of the silence at home
because you’re not up
until the ungodly hours of the night
talking to what’s-his/her-face
on the phone
because you guys are so in love.

Do not tell me
your boyfriend/girlfriend
would not go into your room
and put on the last hoodie you wore
trying to desperately imprint
your scent onto their skin
so they never forget your smell.

Do not tell me
your friends
would not stare blankly
at the gymnasium wall
after the principal has announced
your death
to the entire school
making no sound
trying to convince themselves
this is just another one of
your impractical jokes.

Do NOT fucking TELL ME
this bullshit line
of how the stars would still appear
the sun would still come out
the earth would still rotate
and the seasons will still change
because without YOU
you lil beautiful piece of human being
none of these people will want
ANY of that to happen.

No limit

  • 1.Kissed a girl? Yes..

  • 2.Kissed a boy? Yes.

  • 3.Had sex in public? Nooooot yet?

  • 4.What’s your religion? Nonexistant

  • 5.What does your URL mean? Reference to Zedd's Clarity

  • 6.Reason you joined tumblr? I.. can't remember.

  • 7.Do you have any nicknames? Yes. A lot.

  • 8.Do you like bubble bath? Depending on time of year.. In winter, definitely.

  • 9.Kissed in the rain? Yes.

  • 10.Dyed your hair? ... You can dye your hair?

  • 11.Soup or salad? Both.

  • 12.Vegetable or meat? Both.

  • 13.Go out drinking? Not hardly. Only once since I turned 21.

  • 14.Smoke cigarettes? Noooope.

  • 15.Smoke weed? Nope.

  • 16.Do any hard drugs? Nope.

  • 17.Have you had sex today? No... ;n;

  • 18.Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? Yes. <3

  • 19.The relationship between you and the person you last texted? He's my Nounours <3

  • 20.Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? Only a handful of times.

  • 21.Skipped doing homework to play a video game? I think helping the beings of Azeroth is more important than a little bit of petty school work.

  • 22.Tried to commit suicide? .. not willing to talk about it.

  • 23.The last time you felt broken? Define "broken"..

  • 24.Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? Yes.

  • 25.Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend? Nounours <3

  • 26.Do you have Long hair OR short hair? That's an opinion.. Right now, my hair is short for me because I've had it way longer. But it probably looks long to people who have seen me with my jaw length hair.

  • 27.First thing you notice to a guy/girl? Sense of humor.

  • 28.Do you sing in the shower? I sing every second of every day.

  • 29.Do you dance in the car? Like.. while driving? No?..

  • 30.Where were you yesterday? Out with my sis @totallytumblingtumbleweed until around 6:

    00-6:30 and at a park later that night.

  • 31.Ever used a bow and arrow? Yes. <3 Archery is one of the best things in the world.

  • 32.Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? About a year and a half ago, when my godchild was yet to be born.

  • 33.Do you think musicals are cheesy? Depends on the musical.

  • 34.Is Christmas stressful? Depends on what age you are, lol. Right now, it's kind of boring.

  • 35.Favorite type of fruit pie? Blueberry with vanilla ice cream. Has to have the ice cream or I won't really like it.. Not a big pie person.

  • 36.Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Musician, Veterinarian, Florist, Wildlife Ranger

  • 37.Do you believe in ghosts? Yep, live with 'em.

  • 38.Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? All. The. Time.

  • 39.Take a vitamin daily? St. John's Wart and Melatonin.

  • 40.Wear slippers? Sometimes.

  • 41.Wear a bath robe? Sometimes.

  • 42.What do you wear to bed? Depends on the temperature.. If it's not super hot, a baggy/light sweater, panties andsocks.

  • 43.Do you want to get married? If it's the right person.. <3

  • 44.Can you curl your tongue? Mhm.

  • Relationship preference:

  • 45.How many relationships have you had? Uhh... I don't really know. Some of them I've kind of omitted in my brain because I don't want to remember them.

  • 46.How can I win your heart? Have a great sense of humor, don't be an asshole, be sensible and realistic, be affectionate, have a gooey side that you aren't afraid to show me, etc.

  • 47.what makes a great relationship? Trust, honesty, loyalty, communication and hard work.

  • 48.Shy OR open? Depends on whom I'm with or where I'm at.

  • 50.Religious OR non-religious? Doesn't matter as long as they're not assholes.

  • 51.Caring OR non-restricting of you? Restrictive isn't a synonym to caring. So both.

  • 52.Straight edge OR non-straight edge? I don't care as long as they aren't assholes to others. And if they aren't straight edge, they don't let it consume their lives and effect the people who love them.

  • 53.Piercings OR no piercings? Depends on the person. I've dated people with and without.

  • 54.Tattoos OR no tattoos? ^

  • 55.Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? DEFINITELY quiet. I HATE parties at peoples' houses. I CAN NOT stand it. It drives my anxiety up so high. I end up clinging to someone there and if I'm by myself for a few minutes, I panic and leave.

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